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The past has a funny way of finding you.
A lady from my dark past of adulterous activities found me the other day. I don't talk about it at all because there is a lot of mixed emotions about my actions back then. I know I can never change that but I wonder if I didn't sell my body for money then things might not have ended up the way they did. I just had the hardest time typing that last sentence out.
I have slowly told people I love that are close to me because it was apart of me that made me who I am. Chris knows, and funny enough, he had his own secret similar to my own. I am lucky to have this honesty with him. I was able to talk to Kay a little bit today. I haven't had contact with her since my ex assaulted me, leaving me bruised and homeless. I said goodbye to her before I left, so I was surprised she searched for me. She thought I would be angry with her for asking me to fall down the rabbit hole with her.
There are many feelings regarding what happened those months in Toronto, but anger towards her wasn't one of them. I'm not sure when I will post this on my blog but I know it will go up. Until then, I'm Jenna and I'm doing my best to learn from my mistakes.