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I remember when you first came into my life. I was 13 years old when you slid into my life after I hit puberty but I ignored you because "oh it's just hormones, be it will go away." But you never left. Even at 14 I was on medication and sleeping pills because you came around so often.
You're the reason I began cutting myself. Why I dove into drugs and unhealthy relationships/friendships. I have tried to commit suicide more times because you coaxed me with silver tongue of destruction. You almost won too, asshole.
You have taken control of me for years and although I take steps to ensure my sanity you end up winning more battles than I. But you know what? You may have made me so very depressed right now I will not succumb. I will keep walking forward until I have more strength than you.
I vow to keep that promise.