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The worst part about being happy, is the fear that it one day will crumble.
For the last week when I get home from work I have been overcome with joy. When I'm at work, I am all smiles with little worries on the brain. This is a blissful feeling- but worrisome.
I wish I could be a normal person who doesn't think about my feelings and emotions on a daily basis. Wondering if my happiness is an onset of mania or just being happy. If it is mania or happiness, then will the fall make me very depressed? Is this just normal happiness, or my disorder?
It is all very annoying.
I have been so careful to not obsess over it because I know full well the capacity of my pessimism. I would like to not fall down that rabbit hole.
On lighter news, tomorrow I'm doing my pre-interview for the Voices for Change podcast. The real interview will be on the following Saturday. I am so honoured and excited for this opportunity. I will put a link as soon as I have one.