Okay I believe you, but my Tommy gun don't.
There have been so many people that walked in and out of my life for no specific reason. I think about those people every day. "What did I do wrong?" "How did I hurt them?" "Why won't they tell me?" "Where did I go wrong?" These thoughts of self doubt circle my brain constantly; especially when I am feeling low.
It has taken some time now to realize that those people don't belong in my life. I'm not sure why I gravitate towards people who act so selfishly. In my past I would hold onto the dysfunctional and make excuses for their actions because I thought they were good for me. Boy, have I been wrong every single time.
This time around, my life has so many positive people in it. My boyfriend is the most supportive person in my life, I have a few very close friends who wan't nothing but happiness, and a parent I can actually talk to. I am in a program I love with nice classmates. I can't believe that I spent so much time and energy crying and worrying about people who don't want me in their life.
So this is my goodbye to all of those negative people from my past. Goodbye to you and your nonsense. Goodbye to all of your bullshit. I don't need to prove myself to anyone except myself; and the first step is destroying anything I have from those people. Shirts, letters, bracelets, anything and everything will be burned.
I am finally happy and none of you were apart of it.
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