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Falling down isn't what stops you, it is never getting back up.
This week I have been trying to stay on top of my physical ailment by going to the gym 4/7 days of the week. I still have no idea what is wrong with my hips but it isn't stopping me from living my life the way I need to. I have too much school work for the next 3 years to let this pain hold me back. Not only that, but the addition to the pain is the ever present Bipolar Disorder just waiting for me to give up so that depression, self doubt, and anxiety can rear it's ugly heads.
There isn't much that I can do until I get a family doctor so I am trying to keep on top of my health more than normal. I have not missed a day with my medications so my bipolar is in check at the moment. It is strange to wake up not in a haze of depression and fight through every second of the day. Or to sleep only 3 hours and be on top of the world for days, neither one is enjoyable. It is pretty awesome but also scary because I don't know what to expect next.
Until I fall or fly, I will keep pushing on through life and try to maintain normalcy. Wish me luck!